Hey, you got something we can do? Job-wise? I haven't heard of anything and fuck, I can't really stand being able to do nothing nowadays. I don't know I just need to figure out what the fuck we're planning and by the look of things, mercs are not what this city needs right now.

I'm still alive! (Unfortunately.) Somehow managed to go through the last few days (read: weeks) without realizing what I'm doing... Again. Not sure what the fuck is going on still. Don't care right now.

Need work to do. Anyone got something? I'm a real handiman sometimes! Will do almost anything for keeping my hands busy. And, no I do not mean I will have sex with you! I'm a Married man, god damn it!

Edel? Leave me a line when you and I should hook up to talk about being roommates. Keep managing to let that pass by in my head. Sorry. I think I went a bit too deep in the bottle.

Alright, I am very disturbed.

First of all, I seem to be the only human from my world. Fuck. The only people, er, sentients I know are Three very large Giant Robots that can transform into regular vehicles, don't ask. I don't get it myself. Fuck, I was almost killed by several of their opponents. Nevermind, one of them said that there is another one of said opponents here. Shit~~~~.

I'm bored. My wife is at home, probably still worrying herself to death, thinking the worse. ...Maybe it's better if she starts believing I'm dead. At least that way, she can move on right? But God damn it!

One of said Giant Robots told me that I was taken home by him and managed to hold my daughter for the first time. Damn it! Couldn't you at least let me experience that in this lifetime before you suckered me down into this damn shit hole!??!?

...I need a job, I need something. Fuck. I need to forget I have a wife and kid for a while so I can really just start acting normal again. I'm too on edge and somehow, I might just end up being back where I started before sobering up in High School.

Anyone have any good ideas for a Soldier?

This place is weird. I don’t like it at all. First of all I was in the midst of a battle and now I’m here? I don’t think I’m in Kansas anymore, Toto. Don’t get me wrong. It’s a bit nice and all but seriously? Take me home, Scotty. Beam me if you have to. I hate it. I haven’t been able to see Sarah and Annabelle at all before coming along with those Sector Seven idiots (yeah, right, like I was supposed really believe they existed? I think not!) to the Hoover Dam of all places.

Hoover Dam’s grand but not exactly my first choice of putting a secret Government Faculty but I guess I’m a bit biased against anything in the desert. I was hoping of asking Sarah if we can move from Nevada to California. You know, near the beach and everything? At least I can get some good sand up my boxers rather than dodging down to avoid hostile gunfire.

…If it was planned… the least they could do was let me hold my baby girl for the first time… I feel really cheated right now.

Sarah's probably still worrying herself sick, wasting away since well... She doesn't even know if I'm alive after Qatar. Never had the chance of telling her that.